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Sunday, August 30, 2009
saturday sentosa for soka 4:37 PM






































had a great time, with them, with u, so..
what should i feel? :)

busy weekends 2:57 PM

work had been busy days had been busy everything had been so so so busy!!!
but i totally enjoyed myself during these days..though the busy-ness almost suffocate me =/
LOL ;)

LATE POST LATE POST!

last SATURDAY
went to sentosa with my school colleagues!
son(our supervisor) treated us 8-course-meal breakfast at PU TIAN RESTAURANT.
yum yum yum :)
aftermath went sentosa, played volleyball, and of course some sun-bathing.
had a great time :)





OUR FOOD!



























he's our supervisor..shoot him only~ hahaha~





last Sunday
went to dr. foo condo THE RIVERVALE for class gathering/bbq.
I GOT DEAD DRUNK.
serious drunk.
running around like a crazy woman stuffing potato/chocolates into people's mouth LOL TOTAL UNGLAM LA.
pardon me huh classmates.





okay hello red lobster LOL

Tuesday, August 25, 2009
he's my first sight 9:16 AM

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love, look in those beautiful eyes and know she's a lucky girl

Thursday, August 20, 2009
loss for words 11:41 AM

who will understand how fucked up i felt
when i was told to go bangkok for attachment in the late october in the first place
and plan changed to go at early september
i thought i can celebrate my 21st birthday here
i thought i can attend sim's one here too
who will understand how much i want to celebrate my 21st birthday here in singapore with them around me
greater expectations will lead to greater disappointment
but i know i really have no rights to feel disappointed
because i just don't have the rights
her amount of disappointment is way too much greater than mine
how i hope i can go bangkok in late october
im willing to miss christmas party, miss the countdown of new year 2010, miss the chinese new year with my family, than to miss hers
its hard for people to understand
how sorry i felt to everything
my mother
my best friend
my tears are rushing out typing this post
i think i should stop now

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
crop it! 11:24 PM

crop tops are in fashion now, especially matching it with a bandage skirt, and maybe an acid denim blazer to beautify the overall look.

"oh how loose up oh how tight below" is how i felt in school today.
i felt so cooling under my milky way, my hip and skirt are such good friends because they sticked really close to each another.
neverthless, fashion is still fashion, and i always fell in love in whatever trend it is having now.

i think that crop tops doesnt really worth my buy as they are not cheap and they have little materials.
SO...
i went to dig out some tops in my closet which i had not worn for like 1528758247927 years already and used a scissors to cut them all up!

hur hur hur..3 DIY results ;)


blue floral prints crop top


hello jail crop top


buttons skirt


grey poker dots crop top


oh hello my forever big butt


in my final conclusion..
scissors is a damn good thing!





bangkok attachment in only 3 weeks time, can u imagine im not mentally prepared at all yet.

calendar girl 6:00 PM

If I am lost for a day try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things, that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest, in June there's the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
But out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive!
Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive!

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window and threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on the beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive!
Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive!

January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm alive
November, December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive!

Sunday, August 16, 2009
all in one a very busy one 5:27 PM

Friday 14 August

was going to meet ayrwin, keat and choong after my work but in the end only choong came to school and find me BECAUSE someone informed ayrwin wrongly about the date we're meeting and so this someone and ayrwin didn't come.
imba la, CHOO WEE KEAT.
supposed to meet ayrwin cause he's sailing off very soon again already.
hahaha nvm, guess i'll only see him after i came back from bangkok then.

the ribbon girl sitting outside tp bus-stop is thinking about her lost phone and cursing the person who had taken it and she is very sad about it..........

EMO KID



more hair please longer hair please!


Saturday 15 August
went to dental in the noon and i chose dark blue for my braces color!
i had to see dark blue for very long because i wont be able to go dental until i came back from bangkok.

the colors


david wong!
my dentist, and a joker too.


met up with meiyi, ruishan and we carl's junior together for our dinner after a long shopping time!
went to f21 aftermath and im so happy that i FINALLY bought my birthday dress!!!
thanks sim for the discount ya loves :)



heard that its ladies night on saturday for THE SOCIAL HOUSE and so we went there to check the club out.
we didn't stayed for long, i think less than a hour we walked out complaining about that club already.

"the vodka taste like sprites, the music sounds like shit."

i guess u all know what im trying to say ya ;)
dont ever go please, it sucks.

some pictures of the night:















and and and.....why are they still using ink chops?
its like omg, double failure.

after everything, we NR 6 home!

when reaching home i got to know neighbour was downstairs too..hangover and alone.
we talked for awhile before we head home at like 6am.
i was total dead beat when i saw my bed!
was like intending not to bathe already but cannot ah, too dirty after the whole day out so in the end i still go to say hello to shower before i went to sleep.

RECENTLY
was very tired but very awake too, i dont know how to describe.
was so happy but abit sad too, i dont know how to say.
haha how contradicting!
but aiya, i like ;)



what if I said, maybe?