went to gz's 21st birthday party at east coast bbq ystd
had nice simple chat moments
it felt nice
next birthday = mine
be happy okay

had serious diarrhoea since ystd night
toilet 5 times
this morning 1 time
keep felt like vomiting
body no energy at all
aching all over
i think i had food posioning, isnt this great?
i dont want to see a doctor because i wish that this can stay as long as possible
no food = slim down



AGAIN
:
:
i felt like a condom, the one that protects u but ended up in the rubbish bin.
this is how easy to get rid of me.
silent departure, i get it.


perhaps we're just two lonely ones looking for a shelter to stay in during the rain
but u ran away first before i did
i should have taken an umbrella with me all the time
and go before u did
sad but true
the sweetest sadness is the cleverest trick