black 2


Sunday, November 30, 2008
why my 4D fly away :( 7:46 PM

OH MY FLOWER GOD!

i almost, yes ALMOST, struck 4D two times in a week!!!
somebody kill me now pls, i nv felt so dui before, u know dui, dui, dui!!!

last week meiyi told me she had this dream about S's death and so i told her why not lets go buy her birthday?
since death and birthday got some kinda relation, thats what i tink.

and so, we went to buy 2312 and 1223 on last sat and sun.
then never open so never buy already.

and flower flower flower it came out on next wed!

first prize somemore!
omg, u say dui anot?

its the FIRST TIME i want to buy 4D in my life and it really opens yet i didnt win money :(



then ystd my mum said, "eh i just saw the newspaper i think ur number came out on wed.."

me: "yah i know pls dont say anymore, im like want to die already, sobsss!"

my mum then console me: "aiya nvm la got chance open again one..haha meimei u give mummy another number leh if i win i put alot money in ur bank okay?"

me: "aiya number not lidat say de leh, must got feel then can give u, if not i anyhow say also wont open de leh.."

and so i went to toilet wanting to wash my face cos i just woken up from bed.
suddenly realise i didn't tie my hair so i asked my bro to fetch a rubber band for me.

then my bro said: "aiyo u and mummy so ma fan..just now she also tells me to fetch rubber band for her!"

this incident doesnt usually happens in my home becos normally my mum and me will get things on our own unless we are really lazy.

then i say: "hey mummy i suddenly thought of one number, buy 1100."

mum: "why leh?"

me: "cos u told me before number 11 stands for guy(which is apparently my bro) and two rubber bands mean 00 mah, the shape of it is 0!"

mum: "so lame leh u, anyhow give number.."


GOOD GAME TODAY, IT ACTUALLY CAME OUT.
though its only consolation prize.



DUI DUI DUI DUI DUI DUI DUI DUI DUI DUI

photography rocks 6:42 PM

PHOTO TAKEN AT YANI'S PARENTS WEDDING:













































some shots which i had taken using james's nikon and im loving it:

the angel eyes


happy malay boy


flours in colors


melts your heart

half


the unwanted piece


stained the whites


salty glass


the shit in plate


ma mai son


lights in quay


candylicious clarke


her journey in birken





im sorry tistau

Saturday, November 29, 2008
truth be told 7:12 PM

i really hate this
i bet i really do
it had been fine until the sucky feeling came struck onto me again like bloody now
im a lousy woman wanting to be a man
the needs and everything
and u'll only get what i meant if u really do know me
yes that's very whatever

things can definately be forgotten after some time
few days few weeks few months or even few years
there's totally no doubt about it
but what happened had happened
there's nothing anybody can do to erase the past events
unless u got some kinda superficial powers to erase memories and create new ones that u preferred to replace them

sometimes its just so not fair
why people always seem to make things so easy for them and i arent having this and that and whatever shit i didn't have
but actually come to think of it im actually very fortunate
id no lack of materials
oh sastifaction is so hard to find

btw id bad face day(some newly grown pimples), bad hair day(very flat), and bad body day(feel very fat) today.

so fuck everything.


i always always always say..

WHEN NOTHING GOES WRONG, THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG!





one always want what one cant have

rod or rot? 1:40 AM

gives u hell
just heard this song from the zhen de ma FM and woah such a corny song!
im like totally loving this song now wa hahaha.


POET JAC:

oh so where are the fishing rods
please dont let my saturday night rot
with chips drinks and some fishes caught
i can take back it like it had never been bought

LOL!
hao yi ge corny poem.



and i really want to catch a KIM BAK LOR :(

Thursday, November 27, 2008
soft rebonding 11:33 PM

OH YES HERE SHE IS..




AGAIN!
took a damn lame video and dance in class with classmates around plus got teacher somemore LOL aiya i very random one la..



yo watssup


HEH HEH HEH and in ongd class im always very bored


play with mindy


play with us


brought these out for them cos it was damn nice :) :) :) :)


finally in the noon, reached the salon to do my soft rebonding..


so unglam


and tada!


will be very flat at this moment of time but soon it'll be fine like normal very soon!
(CONSOLING MYSELF AGAIN)

and we went over to kovan xing wang to have our din din!



stay awhile..can? :)

steamboat and sheesha 10:49 PM

Last Sunday - prl steamboat at bugis


met up with choong first while waiting for the others to arrive


ah..like finally they arrived.

some pics of us:









okay keat was like imitating me but failed


aftermath wendy and her colleague came to the steamboat and off they went after finishing it.

went to arab street to chill and they say go sheesha!
well id nv tried it before and apparently i thought IT WAS NOT AS HARMFUL AS CIGARETTES and so i went with them.

and guess what, i just learnt from the net that..

"Research on sheesha shown that it has more nicotine in it and that smoking one sheesha is equivalent to smoking 18 cigarettes!”

OH MY FLOWER GOD.

no more sheesha for me already, so sorry to the body of jac.
i think id harmed u a little.


however, some pictures again:















eh nice thought of sheesha is healthier than smoking cigarettes :(