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uncle leong texted me just now, "mei mei, dad give u $300 ok?"

he called awhile later and said, "hey i'll pass the money to ur mum so u can use it for shopping."

later mum came into room and said, "oh ya uncle says he wanna give u money because u never work."

then i replied, "HUH."


im actually taking my monthly allowance from him already and it really feels kinda uncomfy taking so much from him for nothing.

i know i always say "wah so good to have a sugar daddy giving me money for nothing everytime" and yah i was indeed happy last time but now, not really..

why?
im also not sure why.
i think its because im just too afraid if someone treats me so good, too good.
i will scared but still, i should be happy right?
got extra money in my pocket now :)

alright, go off whatever bad thoughts.





btw, i think im really invisible now.
hahahahahahahahahaha pathetic little creature, is me.

bye bye.

accompanied mindy to bring her laptop to jurong east acer building ystd..



im actually reading through those first fmsgs now and smiling at them when i recalled how the magic starts to work..

but once again, i had to keep reminding myself something which is the fact..
no, u didnt treat me fair.

a reason to live.

to come and think of it, i shouldnt be afraid if u ever see what i wrote about u recently because, u'll never.
what we had was really short-lived and it was too long ago , u wouldnt had even bothered to stumble upon my blog.
im always self-confusing myself with a past.
u which is a past, a long 6 months past.
gosh, how time pass!
but now all i want to say is..


i dont wanna be in love :)

3 posts in one day, u can tell that my boring-level at home is kinda high eh, boo.

anyway i finally found out how to make a photo-animation into my blog.

yuan lai is upload the animated gif format picture into photobucket and then copy the html code and paste it into ur blog one's jiu ke yi le la!
chey..................
no wonder it keeps failing to work when i upload the picture straight from the add image window.


i know im slow but still, oh oh oh oh i made it haha!



flipping through some past entries, lots of thoughts are wandering in my mind now..

i always thought that life is fair, bad people, will have a bad ending.
however people always say that life is unfair.

but still..

"devil, i wish u hell." ;) *twink*





i guess that ure returning on fri, which is tml.
i know im stupid of typing these here, cause what if u saw it and it'll be so awkward for me.
but id no idea why id been thinking about u so much lately.
its like, day by day memories just kept haunting me.
no doubt that this feeling made me felt bloody useless.
maybe they're right, thats because id no one in mind now therefore i think about the past.
i hope that they are really right.
i know i had to move on, look out for new people, and stop looking back.

i always said goodbye first but why am i always the one who cant let go eventually?


wednesday means yesterday

didnt plan to club at all because, i quitted clubbing.
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......................................................nah, i was just joking ;) *twink*

met bai ka min in the noon as we hurried down to bras basah for the printing of my picture.


nice stairs


the shop


while waiting outside the shop..
bai ka min said i looked like him!
wth?!?
hahahahaha idiot leh really say i looked like a fat chef~~~



and so i said, "u looked like him la!"
LOL!
i couldnt find any off picture in the shop except this.
sorry to this man but no offence okay :) *twink*



went opp coffeeshop to eat and hello nice colors


it was monday, our ikea night.
hangouts with them simply, ROCKS. :) :) :) :)
we went giant aftermath.

btw, we gotten new nicknames for ourselfs!

jac: tung pu hui
sim: sim lao kang
mindy: bai ka min
meiyi: ho xue mo

TOTAL OFF NAMES ESPECIALLY MINE.........................
not fair humph.
LOL.








frame, bought!


WOW, im really this short.
a 50 x 70 cm frame actually covered 1/3 of me.



girls companied me to ikea because i was finding a new frame for my new picture for my new room!
im going bras basah later for printing in a few hours time already but i still cant decide which to print out..

why why why?
cause i love both and i couldnt make up my mind.
black one is more stylish but red one is more pleasing to eyes.

and oh yea thanks bai ka min for the help loves!

the black



the more u think about someone
the more u should make urself to think about the person even more
because the more u wanna run away from it
the more u cant


qngytniawaiadne
i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u i hate u

wed night went to rebel but this time only both of us went as the other 2 dear girls cant make it.
music, sama sama only.
S, not much.
A, present again and so it sucks again.

kaya called and asked if i wanna hit down to homeclub on thurs but i couldnt make it/didnt wanna go cause im really having too many late nights recently and pimples are popping out like nobody business already hell crap.

i need to have a healthier lifestyle, like seriously! :)

and this means less parties and more water and more water.


bringing my sprained hand to party, power leh? LOL yeah on our way to woo hoo!


headband makes ur head spins right round


then crazy


in the club yo


i always had lots of fun when my girls are around!


btw..

consolation prize kept haunting onto me like a nightmare.

though its just a casual remark from others, u must be thinking why bother so much?
no no no, when this happens on u, u'll know why IT bothers so much.




i dont mind being ugly betty, at least she is totally not empty.



face mask to cover my lost face



like my elephants?
i know they are very cute, just like me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA siao.



sometimes its nice to have a simple and peaceful life.
BUT, i dont suit in this kind of lifestyle, like seriously..spice is more me.

wah ha!

Monday march 16

quote of the day by jac: "left hand is as important as right hand.."




my current hand looked like thai boxing hand?!?!?!?!!! (idiot sim..)
LOL.

went town with girls and caught COMING SOON together.



hi people well well something really NICE happened on my saturday night(just the 2nd day of work)!

1.50am, saw alot of people outside and i suppose they're gg clubbing.
felt kinda sian because i suppose to be "them", clubbing on a saturday night yet i was working.
however, i was happy because i can soon knock off after cleaning the popcorn machine for like very very long already.
yes, im like on my way to the kitchen to take the cloth to finish the last cleaning together with a really nice girl.

floor was wet and my cheap lousy black shoes made me SLIPPED, ASS HIT ON GROUND FIRST, LEFT ELBOW KNOCKED RIGHT ONTO FLOOR, WRIST TWISTED.

perfect.............................................

my tears uncontrollably rolled down leaving me in a shock on the floor before my colleagues picked me up.
at first it was okay until a few minutes passed i felt the sharp pain causing my tears to drop even more.

here's what the best part is..

went to the manager room and told him i fell down and that i need to go home right away.
in the room, 10 people at least?
some managers, full-timers, and part-timers.

so many people know i fell and saw me cried like an idiot seriously i felt more paiseh than painful at that moment of time :(

cabbed home, still crying, got home, still crying, lying on bed, still crying.
woke up, eyes like ghost, swollen like shit.
i dont even dare to look at myself in the mirror.
actually i also dont know why i cried so much?
i think i very long never cry already so at one go all tears come out.
yes, it must be.

next morning mum brought me to see sinseh.
got bandaged and right now my left hand is equivalent to, USELESS.

will be resting for a week while waiting for mindy to see if she's being employed too if not haha, bye bye.

seriously, i prefer living my taitai life.
staying at home when i feel like "oh its a rest at home day!".
going shopping and watching movies whenever i like.
going clubbing when i just feel like to!
call me a spoilt girl or whatsoever, i think i really like this name now.

:)


oh choong's POP pictures!

super hot commander







rebel was hell great!

1. dancefloor good good not too squeezy but wasnt empty at all
2. people good good not too young not too old as all were around our age (u wont want people who aged 15 or 30 plus dancing beside u right)
3. only a few total off guys who were desperate of grinding (as compared to other clubs)


and such an coincidence as we saw a few xinmin ppl in the dancefloor.
guess what, one of them is.....................................the first guy i had a crush on during secondary days.
cant rmb clearly but i think i was like in sec 2?

he really looks cute that time, with braces on somemore.
rich, rich and rich cause he's a indonesian-chinese.
kinda a hot favorite among the girls in our sch.

crushed on him for about 6 months and it stops immediately after i heard some really bad things about him and i almost puke just thinking of how i actually liked him.
ouch..

well his friend and him basically never dance at all.
totally no idea why did they even come to club as they were really "just standing" on the dancefloor.
LOL.

not to be thick-skinned or whatsoever, but he really did kept looking at me.
gfs noticed and told me and i told them yeah i know haha.
he walked towards me a couple of times and look at me right into the face wanting to say hi i suppose but i didnt bother and gfs and me just dance!
the sight of him just reminds me something, PLAYBOY.

anyway in the club..

i noticed this particular guy who really looks like A.
i felt very lousy aftermath because i cant stop my eyes looking at him.
its been a really long time but people who resembles A still kinda affects me.
its not i still like him or what its just that, it stills affects quite abit of me.

i just feel like a lousy piece of shit.

my life is too peaceful and im really unused to it..
a little drama-adding, is it okay?

hahahahaha what a lame chop i am.


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