OLD MISS TUNG

we had officially ended school on monday whooray whooray!!!!!!!!!!
now left with MP and OSIP only hehehe :)
due to H1N1, my initial august OSIP bangkok trip was being postponed..
so, im staying back in school to finish my MP first before going to bangkok in the late october.

Monday June 29
went to school to hand up all of our last projects.

btw joann damn sweet can, she brought martell to school for us.
knowing that.....we need it.
and so, who are the we?
we are the ones who need to drink, need some alcohol to stay high, and the ones who need to MOVE ON!

i think i got abit siao after drinking.
talking non-stop and being very happy and high, are my drinking after-effects.
thanks for replying me and not ignoring me leh friends haha thanks!

she put martell in a plastic bottle and at first i thought it was herbal tea or something LOL.

happily in love joann :) and the 3 not-so-happy-in-love :(
hahahahaha..

BIG THANKS TO JOANN! loves :)

and yea, finally i got myself a new hp!
(as my plan had just ended)
after the previous one was soaked in water, tsk tsk.
im still kinda unuse to use a touch screen hp but i guess i'll get use to it as time passes la :)

samsung preston
spent $98 on this, good buy.

after school..
mindy and meiyi went over to my place to stayover.
i brought out my 4 little liqour from the cabinet.
and yeah liqour again..
mindy had one small bottle of XO.
i had none, and so does meiyi.

left 3.
next time drink again!
to put ourselves to sleep, sleep, sleep.

woke up in the morning and we got so hungry.

i say: "hey i cook american breakfast for u girls want?"

aiya they of course say want la!
so i started to cook loh LOL.

tada!
a very fufilling breakfast.
too bad ah ling not with us :(
nvm, next time u girls stayover again i'll make breakfast for u all again, u all 3! :) :) :)

TIP TO BE HAPPY

u must add milk in the eggs to make delicious scramble eggs
u must add happy in the life to make a sad life happier
u must add love in the person u love even though he/she dont love u to make an unconditional love

this world is big, i am small, so how about u?

Monday, June 29, 2009

empty 1:54 AM

afterall, maybe its just an empty heart seeking for a shelter to stay in.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

one-legged soldier 2:40 AM

ah recap..

thursday June 25

happy happy ended bscg test and happy happy go play bball with classmates in school at night!
as usual, sandals were taken off when playing.
but not as usual, blisters appeared were horribly painful.
im not going to be bare-footed when playing bball again, never ever.

limping and limping all the way back home after the game :(

peeled off the plasters when i got home and itchy hands used scissors to cut away the dead skin so whats left is my bloody flesh.

SUPER OUCH!
skin ripped off, so now i cant step my right foot directly onto the ground.

it dont looked that pain but it is heavenly pain.

nvm, enough of foot talk.

so yeah, this top?

was my my love for the month.

NICE RIGHT?

$15 only, wa haha good buy.

i shall never hear u anymore

i shall never see u in my eyes anymore

w means Wait no more and i shall never wait anymore

i am so going to forget everything soon so shout WOOHOO with me, smile!

Friday June 26

went to RP to fetch our darling sim!

had our lunch together at the canteen 1.

wah food there cant be compared to TP, such a huge different.

RP food was, total thumbs up!

i think they are sent down by heaven, such a group of angels!!!

due to my poor foot and "xing dong bu fang bian"...

they had been very patience and sweet with me.

they helped me to buy bubble tea and also helped me to put my plate when we are finished with the food.
thk u ah girls, love u all!

i tooked a snap at them (angels-in-action) hehehe :)

BUT BUT BUT..........this sim darling said..

"hey did u all realise something, ah tung walked like a TOY. hahahahahahahaha!"

BUT BUT BUT..........this mindy low said..

"ah tung walked as if she is having PILES. hahahahahahaha!"

BUT BUT BUT..........this meiyi said..

eh, she said nothing.

ya, very funny huh! LOL.

i am one-legged soldier loh :(

on our way back...

had some heart to heart talk with ah hong(sim's da jie) at sim's place.

to u:

my dear, no girl deserves to be treated this way. u are such a fine piece. anybody who is with u, is their luck, their "dog-shit-luck"(gou shi yun). before u make any decisions, first u have to trust urself, trust ur own feelings and most importantly respect ur own rights. no one can control ur life, except urself. love u! :)

random, ah yah RANDOM! ->meiyi see carefully i used random again here.

yea random pic just to show u all, how long is my hair already. HAHAHA!

the other love of the month, dolly sweet flowery dress :)

bought medication and applied to it so no choice had to bandage my foot.

abit make a big fuss eh blisters only........

why, i sissy cannot ah?

hahaha siao me.

i want to go out and walk like normal, stupid blisters.

miss it move on 12:28 AM

i thought i'll be fine and not think about it again after making the pact with mindy.

"lets forget, lets move on!"

the feeling of giving out ur heart to someone who doesnt wants to take it is horrible and totally sucks too.
but, i should be happy that he didnt give me any false hope cause at least he is not a player and goes playing around my feelings which he actually could do it if he wants it.
little did i expect those words will hurt so much when i heard it from his friend just now, "he no reply means dont want give u hope".
its like gosh, im tearing apart.
my heart is like being ripped off, just like my blisters.
huge impact is good cause it makes me feel like okay i really gotta give up now.
so now i just need to psycho myself with positive thinkings such as nope i dont like him that much and yes i can move on fast definately!

mindy wants to be drunk, and so does me.
i think both of us will be so god damn drunk when we're having our drinking session next time.

she says: "why so many wounds but wouldnt heal?"

i say: "then lets go buy handiplus and paste it on them loh?"

we are officially stamped, SHI LIAN :(

he loves soccer he listens to chinese songs he loves dota he likes blue
he seems to like ITAS cause he always eats there he seems to like tshirt-berms attire cause he is always in that outfit he seems to love school cause it is his 2nd home
he is a really nice guy and i hope he can be happy always
:)

Friday, June 26, 2009

blisters 1:46 PM

giant blisters, sour right foot, bai ka tung, u saw, what a shame.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

not 6:48 PM

what isn't urs isn't urs, dont force it.

or else u'll go crazy, like this.

im able to feel the word insignificant totally, strongly. that's quite saddening cause it means that im actually equavilent to an ant. i know i couldnt blame anybody as its just one-sided. however i felt like a pest, an unwanted pest. people hate to see pests and they just want to kill it the minute when they saw them. u spray me loh, i'll just die. clean world now, without pests.

): unattractive and unlovable :(

melting diamonds isnt what i should do.....

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

sorry and thanks 12:04 AM

sorry for being so indecisive

sorry for always being not sure of what do i want actually

sorry for being so confuse at all times

thanks for being so patient with me

thanks for giving me freedom to do crazy stuffs

thanks for accepting this imperfect me perfectly

girls, hearts.

seriously i think i am always causing my own death, serves me right HAHAHAHAHA......................

had din din at gtl with gfs, ate at char's grill bar, small portion not satisfied.

recently i had this fetish for durians, ah addiction.
we had durian at void-deck, and im totally loving it.

my fingers got durian smell hehe

Sunday, June 21, 2009

how 10:43 PM

such a hassle, everything die die must be involve with stupid linking aaaaalphabets.
i cant describe this feeling, this familiar feeling, this dangerous yet attractive feeling, this addictive feeling.

im drugged, how now?

i draw on paint to relieve the stressssssssss!!!