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Thursday, January 29, 2009
beng's 26th birthday
11:17 PM celebrated beng's birthday in sch today. happy birthday to u! u want to cut the cake?  he's my best kick-ass friend  haha noob face  me and nic  tiramisu cake  yani beng and nic  beng happily cutting cake  group photo  the girls  the boys  peifen got smashed  ONE PAISEH THING THAT HAPPENED ON ME TODAY: while nic and mindy are waiting for the lift, i wanted to go toilet to wash my hands up. push and push and push..how come door still cannot open one?!? when i turned my head to the door, i found out.. ITS THE HOSEREEL DOOR, NOT THE TOILET DOOR. TOILET DOOR IS JUST BESIDE. oh my flower god how stupid can i be! yes laugh at me please, i like to hear people laughters wa hahahaha.  hello  thats not my name :)
a line in the sand
3:45 PM  days were busy because rest no find me everything were tiny and i cant find a place to let me go in love was crazy and i was crazy like i am having tons of mint u say l and i say o and u say v and i say e to make sure that nothing is empty blubbering nonsenses like these and posting it out here just make me happy are u happy? :)
speak
2:20 AM photos speak everything:        pms strucks me so hard that i actually wasted my money on catching soft toys..this was kinda idiotic because i dont even like SOFT DOLLS for goodness sake. candid  i dont want another pretty face, i just need a beautiful soul. You see love at first is summer time That's when you think that everything's fine No one ever thinks it's gonna end But when things go wrong and winter comes You're gonna need to run to someone Left alone you'll just freeze up again But you should know When it gets too cold You're not alone I'll melt the snow Tuesday, January 27, 2009
bg
12:39 PM jac thinks she needs a big warm hug Sunday, January 25, 2009
happy niu year
7:17 PM went out with yu de, gz, and sim ystd midnight for man utd match at 1am at one of the serangoon garden's pub! yu de drives. they were very funny,as usual. me and sim were like okay stop it..very crap! LOL had fun and reached home at 6am. gz and yu de  PICTURES of me and sim in the car:         melt the snow, if u can. :) Saturday, January 24, 2009
HELLO THERE
12:24 PM my 300th post: ITS SATURDAY WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!! and finally im free from all the work in sch and had a little 4 days cny break :) bye bye sch! "for the time being :(" jac's from zoo and nic's from woodland  had a really long friday ystd: morning attended ettiquette workshop at 9am waited for water-tech tutorial and stayed up in school til 4pm head down to ssdc for btt at 5.30pm lollipop spelled "yu sheng" as "yue sang" so funny that it totally hypes me up because i was actually feeling very tired at this time of the day already reached hougang at 7pm and dinner with girls head down to town at 11pm by nel met lollipop and his friends outside paradiz after their lan at 11.45pm head down to ktv session at a building near the forum and sang til 4am took nr back and successfully jumped on bed at 5am what a day :) i had never ever ever ever thought that i could actually become what id always wanted to be. how i wanted to think and how i wanted to feel on certain things. it can actually be controlled if u know how and im in awe i only realised it at this age of 20. id been feeling a never-been-felt-happy recently, a total different type of happy. happy list: happy of thinking in a way of how i wanted to think happy on enjoying myself as a part of girl who wanted to be a boy happy on doing whatever things i wanna do and need not care how others think of me happy on knowing that im not alone all by myself in this world happy on being who i am though im not perfect this inexplicable feeling is imba Tuesday, January 20, 2009
cny
10:52 PM cny is coming and i just couldnt wait for my holidays starting from this fri to nxt tues! friday i wait for u, u faster come okay? :) well well i finally settled the sec sch mates gathering at sebast hse with the boys and the girls on nxt sun night. been a long time since i last saw all of them! being the organizer was no joke, u gotta ask everybody whether if they can make it and compromise everything then set it to a date finally. like doing a project.. didn't ask a lot of ppl cause we just wanna keep it to a small group. so on msn ystd, i was discussing the gathering thing with sebast and gz and found out that they're still as crappy as ever. but hello everybody, they are really good guys so better catch it fast or u'll regret LOL! and the funny part is yu de asked: "how about sl and sindy..u sure u wanna meet them too?" haha i replied: "aiyo...the thing like million years ago and i forgotten about everything already..pls ask them come too if they dont mind cause im really fine with it :)" then he said: "im just concern mah.." me: "okay got it thanks!" well, if any one of both of u happened to saw this post of mine, there's some words i really wanna let both of u know.. "lets put every bad things that had happened in the past behind us okay? i had no more grudge on both of u anymore. we have a life to move on and lets live it well and happily! i'll be more than glad if we're still friends :)" back to me.. hmm there's a lollipop appeared in my life and im in bliss because sweet things make me happy :) i hope lollipop is happy too :) i said, good things come for girls who wait. my chinese name tells u all, weiting = waiting good thing came, and oops, thats u. :) boring, im always here if u need a spice. awwwwhhh...............................hahahahaha! Sunday, January 18, 2009
oh my blog im back
7:20 PM these few days were so so so BUSY with sch work, outings, sch work and more outings! caused.. for not blogging for almost two weeks! i know mindy, nic and meiyi surely say "aiyo FB(famous blogger, the nickname they gave me) not blogging recently wor...what will happen to ur fans?!?" ahhh..those idiots. LOL! and now im back, like finally. IM FLOWER HAVING A GOOD LIFE NOW! the bad luck gone, and the luck came, yes all the luck came from north south east west, and im really happy right now. you're beautiful but u dont even try :) RECAP: orientation guides for 2 days in school to welcome baby juniors leslie, wee you, wen yan, jac, mindy  Saturday met up with zi ming in the evening and we caught Red Cliff 2. it was a nice long 2 hours plus movie which made my head feel like sour plum haha. in the movie i weeped a little when fei zhu cried because ben zhu died after he got shot in arrows. oh it was so sad, i cant imagine if i was fei zhu.. i will find out who the bloody hell killed my ben zhu and i will shoot countless arrows into the person and let him die slowly. nobody will recognize him because HIS WHOLE BODY WILL BE FILLED WITH ARROWS BY ME. see, are u scared of me? HAHAHA! after those tiring days in sch, classmates and i decided to head to st. james powerhouse to destress! so yesterday after the meet i went clubbing with them and we danced til 4am plus. was really tired as we danced non-stop and yes it was really fun! and im glad, that im not being condemned for clubbing this time round. thank you :) PICTURES:        and i cant wait for my 5 days cny holidays to come! Tuesday, January 6, 2009
baby hair
11:59 PM was acting crazy as usual in class today.. SEE MY HAIR SEE MY HAIR SEE MY HAIR HAHAHA  and they say my head looked like a COCONUT TREE  anyway, was really bored in 3DVA class as there is no internet connection. so i drew this and set as the wallpaper on my desktop. i told mindy and nic to draw as well! OUR CUTE 3:    this is so lame. i laugh, because ure down there. Monday, January 5, 2009
mad4dance
11:58 PM just came back from sim's place not long ago.. LOL hereby presenting the mad 4 dance: sim jac mei mindy laugh ur lungs out cause life is just like this, be fun have fun and have more fun! Sunday, January 4, 2009
dot
2:49 PM things went out of hands for me. i am me, i love to torture myself, be squeezed until there's no left of blood then i'll be sastified. dont ask me anything and i believe this can be understood, thank you. i can feel, this drug feeling, the more u know it harms the more u want to take it just because it makes u feel high. and im high enough already, im quitting now. late noon: choong asked to lunch together before he books in at night. i say okay but please go nearby because i dont wan to wear make-up and he says okay meet u under ur block in 1 hour time. this pasir ris guy got very good patience cause i think i let him wait for me like 45 mins? apparently i were still dreaming on my bed as i just woke up when he said he'lll arrive in 1 hour time in the msg. im so sorry but thanks for not complaining a single word to me when u saw me and even told me to take my time when i told u im gonna be late. when we met i immediately say very weird right see me without make-up? he say no ah no difference.. i said bullshit. then he says okay got abit la. its like, for the past 8 months leh id always been wearing it, of cause got difference la dude hahaha. he looked funny right  went to hg mall cafe cartel and i actually got bitten by mosqitoes, 4 somemore! when he saw he was like wah, wah, wah, wah. no choice, i think im too sweet. (^_^) me with his hat  p.s: can see that no make-up on, face very naked. HOWEVER! i think my skin had improved a fair bit! though id only applied the new medicine for like 2 weeks but i can feel its really improving bit by bit. SO HAPPY! when my skin is good already, im not going to wear make-up unless for special occasions. okay after everything i sent this best guy friend of mine to interchange and off he go to his bukit batok camp. everything's easy now :) Friday, January 2, 2009
have fun on me
1:05 AM i just came out from my bath and i smell damn nice. especially my hair i think.. okay sounds abit psycho here talking about how nice i smell myself. well again i cant fall asleep early tonight so, taking-photos-and-dressing-up-in-the-middle-of-the-night-syndrome hits on me right now. how happy is happy, when there's no end of satisfaction? when someone doesnt give u what u deserve to get, u should give them back what they deserve to get. which is, nothing. this is life, u just gonna go on and on and never say stop. i believe in myself, that i'll know what i want, eventually. im just another girl but the only one in this world of urs too :)  this is an addictive song, i love. Thursday, January 1, 2009
2009 happy new year pull ur ear
12:44 PM went over to esplanade to see fireworks ystd night for countdown of year 2009! it was very pack just as expected but still we managed to find ourselves a spot to sit down outside marina square. hello girl  and POOR MINDY had to sit alone infront of us because there is not enough space for us 4 to sit in a row LOL  fireworks:      4 girls at countdown 2009  and this is the photo taken during last year at the countdown 2008 HAHA same position somemore  we'll always stay together my loves  :) :) :) :) aftermath mindy and sim came over to my place to stay over and we bought Q and chips. stayed inside my room to chill drink eat talk and laugh over matters. just be clear-minded and that's gonna keep u going and going so run baby run! NOW I KNOW WHY I ALWAYS WANTED TO BECOME A BOY BECAUSE IT FEELS GREAT I KNOW i flower swear that i'll be good to myself |
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