OLD MISS TUNG

this bittersweet song from twilight when edward and bella were dancing at the prom totally charms me out :)

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going dow

the earliest time of the last day of this year im with someone who is going for a rocker feel soon so rock it
andy drove and we went to see ah guas at changi
i think he likes to see them cause some of them were really kinda hot
oh well he says that they look hotter than me
come on if i undergo a surgery i think i look 100 times better than them
so hot until u drop
aftermath drove to a playground outside mental hospital and sat down to chill
he kept telling me to walk one small round infront of him then come back to sit on the chair
saying that i will feel something
i actually listened to it and even walked 2 rounds
well its just like oh im back loh
dont know what he saying so i asked him why but he dont want to tell me
next location is buangkok top carpark floor
acted nonsense crapped shits and i bet he is really irritated by me but woohoo i love it
got back home at 3am

meeting girls later for countdown though there'll be really lots of ppl but i dont want to miss my favourite fireworks

new year, everything goes new new new!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

always 8:38 PM

sometimes human tend to find out that they are actually not the one they always thought they were, and this drives them crazy.
so fuck whatever thoughts, and just be who you are now.
im me, always am.

:)

shoot 12:34 AM

sometimes i just think i suck but funny things like gun candies never fails to make me laugh :)

lame clip: police catching M&M and pew pew pew dead

that's all i know

Sunday, December 28, 2008

merry christmas to us 1:17 AM

on christmas eve, my girls and i met up at the 681 bus-stop for gifts exchanging.
we got so many gifts for each another!

totally awesome stuffs

reached town at 9 plus and so we decided to head to cafe cartel at ps for our dinner.

red christmas

the reindeer hairbands sim bought for us!

me and mei

sim and min

opps dont catch us!

us too!

after dinner we waited in town for the countdown and then walked our way to clarke quay, chill babes!

my girls

WHAT A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS EVE!

alright reached home at like 4am plus.

total dead beat.

slept very long in bed and woke up in the noon and off i go to town again.

had ala carte sushi at suki sushi at cineleisure

this is totally delicious

the minis

someone took candid of me aiyo so ugly

nice red bean pancake

I'M NOT SHORT I'M FUN SIZED

kevin, me, mei and her bf junwei.

the mates for my christmas day

oh well aftermath i went off alone to meet kaya and her friends at tanjong.

did something not very nice..

but who cares, life's short!

and i actually got drunk after drinking just a mug of vodka with mixer.

lovely hot chocolate

smilelikeme

Saturday, December 27, 2008

come on 3:16 AM

my christmas was superbly great!
both eve and the actual day itself, i did not waste both.
i'll upload the photos soon, so lazy now neh.

and i just cleared 20 plus photos in my friendster.

cause things that are too much really got me sick of it.
you know?
SICK.

clear clear clear clear clear clear clear clear clear clear
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clear clear clear clear clear clear clear clear clear clear
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the reason in this season

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

5peeps 11:53 PM

went esplanade after school with them.
feeding "parfait" ice-cream and big gulp to each other while walking like nobody business.
this was fun.

and i got myself a red dress for this christmas :)

as christmas is approaching..
celebrations, are definately not going to be left out!
im gonna fun, like how u do.

ha!

fast, so i shall keep up the speed?

sure babe.

cherry little ball 2:39 AM

they say i looked like 樱桃小丸子 today neh..

lol look like meh?

shui gan dong le tian?

hohohohoho :)

Saturday, December 20, 2008

prawning 11:46 PM

the 285th post in the blog:

after dinner, i pestered mum's bf to bring us to prawning cause i got the feel tonight.
really enjoyed the process of it though i only caught 2 in one hour.
so lao kui..
a first visit, pasir ris farmway 3.
ulu paya and it smells like malaysia to me.
the stars can be seen vividly as the place is really dark.
and i simply love there cause its really relaxing.
there's always this link, i guess, to the things i want to do, to whoever, in mind.

im a home-girl these days :)

Moon river, wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker
Wherever you're goin', I'm goin' your way

Two drifters, off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end, waiting round the bend
My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

its a stay home friday 1:30 AM

stayed at home for the whole day, and really rested well on bed.

when im feeling sick, weak is all i felt.

i need somebody there, thus made me felt even weaker.

they always say, "u think about the past because a "present" is not yet found."

and yes a sure loser, cause im still feeling it.

i wanna hunt and catch, like a leopard.

Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away

nope u dont, i know.

and that's okay :)

Friday, December 19, 2008

3 seconds 1:25 PM

i went out naked to sch ystd..AS IN FACE.

hahaha scare u eh?

yes, no moisturizer, bb cream, sunblock, and my 2-way cake foundation.

eyeliner of cause la, it does not affect my skin problems also.

however, i put on the so called loose powder on my face still.

apparently i cant step up of my house naked suddenly right!

after the long long long 8 months..

after some consideration, thinking that the powder has not much coverage on my face.

and i thought, then why put?

i think i really had to endure my new naked face if i want my skin to be cured faster.

okay naked naked i know it sounds total off but i really felt naked without make-up, so shy.

LOL

okay sounds damn wrong again..nvm.

PS: open the picture in new window, u'll see the pimple marks on my face, and this really sucks.

AND WELL..

i fell sick once again, ystd.

cause sch's lab is killing me, with the super cold air conditioned.

its so cold until i actually, caught a flu.

no doubt why my body is so weak and that's because i just recover from my previous "ill-period" not long ago.

good game that im allergic to PANADOL COLD RELIEF.
and so when i got home, im only able to take this herbal tea..with not much capablility.

my allergy to medicine will lead me to have eyes like goldfish, SWOLLEN eyes.

:((((((((((

can i have the memory span of a goldfish?

3 seconds.

like how easy one can use it to forget a person.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

hello naked face 12:11 AM

went to do facial with my mum this evening and had the auntie to check out on my skin..
as im having pimples, pimple marks, and now one pit.

she said: "girl ah, if u want to cure ur skin then stop wearing make-up already!"

aiyo, as if i like wearing make-up lidat.

ALL BECAUSE of that fucking Bioskin:

FIRSTLY, Bioskin didnt solve my skin problems.
SECONDLY, it caused me to start wearing make-up almost everyday due to some reasons.
THIRDLY, wasted $4000 plus on the treatment.

see, i really had no luck with all the B's thingy.
so give me any alphabets, except B, like super seriously.

NOW

me, tung wei ting jacqueleen, worn make-up almost everyday for the past 8 months, is going to start not wearing it from tml onwards.
and ppl pls pardon her, cause u might felt uncomfortable seeing her naked face now as u were too used on seeing her putting make-up BUT, no comments needed okay.
dont break her little tiny heart =(
LOL

know why?

cause mrs good-skin-auntie told me not to wear..at most loose powder she said.

and so i had to start using all her products.
easy in the morning but really troublesome in the night.
so many procedures omg..

but for beauty, "wo shi okay de la!"

i just need to get through this uncomfortable-ness of not wearing make-up then my skin will be cured faster..hor auntie hor?

if my skin problems are cured, i will thank auntie, mother, and not forgetting..

the bloody best pimple creator who caused hell in my life.
u made me felt so embarrassed infront of ppl if i dont wear make-up because of all the pimples, then caused scars and a pit.
i curse u.

HAHA SO CHILDISH

Do you ever think when you're all alone?
who dont? :)

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

water 1:48 AM

Tuesday December 16 - newater trip with mates

weeyou is our mike

only longer hair makes me happier

and the water is blue just like me

BECAUSE

i saw a ao tu dong on my face today..

got 1, maybe 2, later 3, how!

though its a small one, not obvious, they say they cant see, but still, there's one.

i dont know why i felt as if i had been disfigured.

okay i know im being paranoid.

and tml, im going for help already.

lucky there's mum, the money's origin, the saviour.

"fairy godmother pls save me, cause i hate my face now."

i hate u, though im really nice, and im nonsense already.

after the trip we went to mei's house to chill and took some really lame videos.

aiya none of my videos is not lame..

im penguin aka clean armpit and mindy is yellow carebear

im small elmo mindy is my brother and kevin the qi zai

the puppets' kiss kiss dance

MAKE ME SMILE LIKE U, CAN?

Monday, December 15, 2008

weatherwise 2:59 AM

walking back home under the drizzle, oh i love strolling like this.
i look around, eyes screaming for a presence.

im sorry, i didnt know its so difficult to be easy.
im sorry, i really shouldnt had cared.
and im sorry, that i actually felt sorry for myself.

i need happy.......so im gonna do a crazy.
yes babes u know what i mean!
:)

Come fly with me, lets take off in the blue.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

feeling good 8:37 PM

yes, so now the whole lot of her attention is being diverted from there to here.
let's see..cos good things come for girls that wait.

=)

Michael Buble - Feeling Good Lyrics

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when the day is done
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Yeah freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me

my sim darling is drunk 12:57 AM

she called me twice on cell just now after her powerhouse event

telling me she drank 9 glasses of liquor and 1 big bottle of dont know what

her voice tells that she is really very drunk

being the best drinker among our girls

i can tell that she is feeling really down to had drank so much

and no doubt i know its who that had caused all this

oh darling, he is not the only man in the world.

5 years gone waiting..
open ur heart and let others in, i think u definately deserve anybody better.

forgetting him, will be the next best thing u gonna do in ur life.

"missed it? try to move on." :)

ma ti sui is next big thing woohoo!

Friday, December 12, 2008

nothing but this 12:43 AM

omg im drowning in nuts now!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
aiseh so fun.

i finally came my period today after my body clock had delayed for like a week plus already

it has been a long time since i suffered from a severe cramp

and heng heng today in sch i got the cramp until i want to crawl on the floor like sadako

stayed up in sch until 9pm for project as we had to hand up at tml morning

and im gonna stay up in my room until i had dark rings to finish the status report

good game :)

thoughts for today:
i saw her and i suddenly realised, why cant i be fine if she is fine too now?

i like her as a person cos i think she's really a nice girl even though we dont know each another technically.

as compared to her pain, mine was nothing.

i promised to give myself some time, after the time i will be done with it.

else, i will be a lousy girl.

and yes, i want be a great boy.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

all 12:41 AM

the nightingale sings
my gentle lullabies
let me close my eyes
and make me fly up high

girls are lousy weaklings and boys are resolute beings

A for acute lousy twtj

if its wrong, then my heart just wont let me be right.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

light on 10:42 PM

i kept showing off this to them in sch today and apparently they found me very irritating i know LOL
well i dont understand why am i so happy just becos of this pencil case

"okay i dont go for cute cos sexy is more like it hahahahaha"
they know the joke

smiling like a little girl and being so happy just becos i gotten myself a new pencil case
being happy is so easy, JUST KEEP EVERYTHING SIMPLE.

im feeling great today
its been awhile since i felt that things seemed so simple for me again :)

been in sch til 6pm
and i just realised id got my so called "1 month" holiday starting from now
there's no more lessons in sch only left with 2 projects to hand up in the following weeks
what a big big hooray
however sch starts right after the christmas week
but i can enjoy my wonderful christmas at least

met up with girls for dinner at gtl's coffeeshop
aftermath went to opp block of my block to see house
I LIKE THIS ONE AND SO DOES EVERYONE
5-room-flat
there are 4 rooms and thats what i like the most
each of us one room no sharing LOL
and well my mum just told me my current house is sold successfully
contract is going to be sign in my house in 1h time
wow i still cant believe im shifting house now after living in the current one for 10 years already
that is like a decade can
but still its good cos i'll really like to have a feel of something fresh and new
my life needs a revamp

car car car
drive drive drive
okay no more delay i'll go sign up for my btt by this week
let me be the first to drive u girls

woohoo!

ismaaisbtirl
give me 2 more weeks, and i'll be done with it.
i promise.

first step :)

Monday, December 8, 2008

classshots & kaya 21st 6:33 PM

last Thursday 4dec

we 3, are the vainest in class, pictures taking never fails, and we're loving it very much.

ah foo!