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Thursday, February 21, 2008
exams and holidaes!!! 12:33 AM

MY LAST PAPER IS ON MONDAE HOORAY!

i cn smell my wonderful holidaes now, shopping, eating, playing and moreeeee..
i realli wanna hav a short getawae with my girls, lets make it real!

juz finished my incg paper...
hw should i sae abt it uhmmm..i definately written a lot of rubbbish on the paper.
final conclusion -> pray to god if u wan to pass. yes.

hehehe, recently, i noticed my teeth had became straighter!
like more aligned lah..
cos id tis two "tiger" teeth initially, but now, both of them are pulled out by the braces..
but stil there's a long wae to go..
and FINALLY, at my nxt appointment with doc wong, he saes tt since all tooth had been pulled out, he'll press down my TWO FUGLY UGLY FRONT TOOTH!!!
celebrate life wa hahaha =D

id been suffering frm plenty of hurtful comments frm a lot of ppl during the past few months..
friends, families, and even frm some not-veri-close-human-beings.


"why ur teeth lidat, so furni!"

"omg hahahahahaha like rabbit!!!!!!!!!!"

"eh, u sure ur teeth is gonna be straight LOL nw v protruding leh"

some din even sae anithing, they juz stared and giggle to themselves until i asked them "YES?", they'll sae, "ur teeth"..


it hurts, and i cried a lot due to tis comments, super irritating.
nxt time when id straight teeth, im gonna laugh back hard at u all.
bitch cn, but i am.
HAHA

ok la, let u all see me a while, cos i toked too much.
I LOVE MY GARBAGE COLLECTOR'S BAD ATTITUDE




sometime ago..i initiated for a class photo since we din hav one.
after last CMSK presentation, with our hottest teacher miss audrey!

opps* unprepared..(pardon if my face looks real joke)



informal one which looks a lot better!



and tts it, finished my 1st year life in poly, hw fast!





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til now, ure stil there, somewhere.

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haven been studying much for the past few daes..
actualli, i also durno wat im doing at hm exactly..

sleeping, eating, tving, and staring into space wishing tt im a super ultra thin lady who cnt get fat from eating vanhouten, famous amos cookie, bbq ruffles, midnite suppers and of cos, BA GUAS!
sad truth cn, im totalli vice versa.

control here or there, esp when dieting, no life cn, with no junk foods and yummylicious watever food.

OH MY TIAN!!!
when cn i stop dieting! @&#$#%!*#$@!?!


case 1: when i reach 45kg
case 2: when i reach 50kg and i tink i looked thin enough
case 3: when i found myslf a new bf and he's 20kg heavier than me(muah hahaha..)
case 4: when i gave up on myslf and decided to stay as plump as ever like FOREVER
case 5: when i decided to die


ok done with all sorts of assumptions, u think furni?
then laugh.

i want to eat my fav duck porridge nw, nw, nw, nw, NW!!!!!!!!!!!
just across ponggol park!
tt 24-hr KPT!

omg.............................................
u cn tel, im v desperate for food nw.
late in the nite like tis eating means supper means fat means spoil diet plan means im so pathetic =(

cnt believe im blubbering so much nw
yu~
yu~
yu~

its been a long time since i wrote so many words in my blog cos im alwaes lazy to type..
but tonite, i nid to type cos im hungry and i cnt eat and i hav nth else better to do..

im waiting for nic to send me my pic tt he's editing into a nice photoshop bkgrd..
im his first customer!
rite FBD?
famous background designer

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i asked him why he used the word sexy, he then said cos i looked pervertic.
thks leh (0_o)

Saturday, February 16, 2008
chu 1 2 3 4 2:57 AM

chu 1- family relatives and family


xiaojiu hired "lang-sai" to ah gong hse for prosperity purposes..


first


second


last - number to buy 4D
8138?


chatting..


cam-whoring with jason


super hot cn LOL


cabbing


bang bang piang HUAT arh!



chu 2 - zhong guo rens
met up with sim and mei at nite to hav dinner at xing wang!
wasnt v hungry..so we din ordered a lot of food..simply chit chat non-stop =) =) =)


im so cheena-piang


join me!


WE ARE CHINESE PEOPLE




chu 3 - went to gifford's hse
din took ani fotos..
why?
i FORGOT!
it was a fun trip, eat, tok rubbish, ayrwin plays guitar(damn nice), chill til morning 6am.
reached hm, dead.


chu 4 - went to keat's hse
met up with mei and off we go to keat hse to bai nian la!



tis is why we're HOT



as usual, they'll play cards, eat, and tok again.
decided to leave at 12am cos im havin lessons the very next dae..
if oni i knew, i'll stay longer~
hw silly.









everytime i see, ure in my dreams, dreaming..

CNY chu ci 12:35 AM

met up with sister nic on CNY chu xi and we went to cine xing wang to hav our "reunion dinner"!



a lot of food for both of us..


aftermath, we caught AH LONG PTE LTD and it was damn hilarious =D
ooohhh he's a cam-whore too..


play my ball?


some random pics..


we're gg hm..


ok last pic!

then then then, i went hm to catch up with my family.
well, they suddenli suggested to go chinatown and see fire crackers, and so i left the hse agn ard 11pm!

alot of ppl SQUEEZY
waiting..
oh gt fireworks!
then came the loudest fire crackers. IT WAS REALLI LOUD!
my xiaojiu family plus me n angel


after 12am, we went to shop ard at chinatown to engage in the "new year feel" with the crowds..
hw silly, but fun though HAHA
mouse, i tot of mindy =/
nice seh~
bought tis, cute candy necklace!
wana eat pineapple tarts!
"DONT KISS ME"


looks like ultoman with oranges



chu 1 2 3 4 cumin up!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008
life's low 6:46 PM

life..

sometimes some people make u feel as if ure at the top of the world
sometimes some people make u feel as if ure in the hell of ur lifetime
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ITS A NORM


different people hav different problems of their own
like i had a hell lots of mine

growing..

i felt like id become a bad person when id grown up
some feelings tt cnt be shared i swallowed it down my throat
but ystd, a girl and a boy make me realised tt actualli, its nt shameful to confess ur true thoughts out.
and i thk yani and keat for tt, loves.
so wat if im bad i thought?
im true enough to sae it out and im glad with myslf for tt

i missed my tallie, my lamp post.


try to put urslf in other people shoes at all time



i'll post up all the CNY pictures when im done with saddness and homeworkness. =)

Tuesday, February 5, 2008
mei20thB famReunion Choong20thB 1:21 AM




















































to move on, past shall be forgotten.