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Monday, June 25, 2007
sign
1:41 AM why should i care if u dont care and i dont care i feel so lost
i miss who Friday, June 22, 2007
hard
8:56 PM everything is hard for me..everything. Monday, June 18, 2007
sentosa family
8:36 PM a short getaway with family at sentosa =)                             i juz wana be as happy. Friday, June 15, 2007
down 3
3:20 AM 3 daes of drinking just to kill tt aching time... people alwaes tend to drink whenever they're feeling low.but it doesnt help at all,it oni make u feeling even more worse. and im one of those stupid people. i'll be the first to go,dont wana be the last to know. over. dae 1 cnt fall aslp,so kept chatting in msn.then keat told me to join them for a drink. "liquor.." i nid it so much tts y i bear to spend my $12 for taking a cab over to his place at 2am. so,stayed over there tt nite.  crapped alot alot alot,and id made it clear to myslf to be straight-forward. and so i did. dots dots dots.......... .......... .......... .....waited awhile and beep!my heart pomped! it doesnt came back veri nice but it was okay. expected. and so...i drank even more.. morning when i woke up,i frgt abt 70% of wat happened last nite,though i din even finish my glass of vodka.  its like a drama... i was in the cab reaching hm,just when i tilt my head looking out,i saw tea. damn handsome damn stylish damn attractive damn cute... it was like "bloody hell" i felt like shit. okay nvm,gt hm,and slp. dae 2 ladies nite means a-must-club nite free drinks,y not? waiting for shoonie at bus-stop... u late uh! HAHA    oie,muack.  tis is furni  alrite she came =)))  reached velvet dragon(formally momo).. we realli danced like some turbo machines,and i tink im the craziest. cant stop cant stop,totally madness!    id a small puff,just one. and tts bad enough.   the drunk shits  and,im not a f**king good girl,i dont nid a good man,i like it bad. so wats wrong with tt? giv me a hundred reasons. dae 3 woke up and head abit pain,body aching cos i used too much energy dancing. went to makan sutra at nite..  "siahhh~" mian  esplanade chit chat non stop  aftermath went to keat hse to drink his vodka red ruby. yet,i drank agn. but not realli drunk,or else i wont be blogging nw. quiet nite  im so out of love,but i aint not gonna die. im just,too used to everything~ Tuesday, June 12, 2007
reborn
12:24 PM i did a soft rebornding ystd. thks mei for the extra 50 bucks,realli thks alot baby.thks banana for accompanying me too,hug tis 2 girls of mine.. i gotta wear a cap since then,flat hair for the first 2 weeks.. siansation~  on e wae to chompchomp  banana durno shy wat shy,dou mei you she me hao gan de lor. LOL just joking =p  double okay sisters  1 2 3 sisters  reached hm ard 11 plus and i hadta prepare gg out agn. (i frgt to tel my mum tt im gg out =x) went to mount. faber by loke's car. id nvr been to tt place in the midnite before so its kinda interesting lar. haha -> NOOB... NICE SCENERY! nxt time i wana go with my girls too,must be fun!  aftermath,we went to grab some bites at nearby cheers. as usual,my bites are -> yanyan and pokey must be strawberry one okay! then,we went to yishun damp. there isnt ani fancy cars so we juz sat down to chat abt tea's stuffs. id made a leap improvement for finding out the truth. thks loke for everything,u'd helped me bloody lot! i tink im freed, perhaps. hello stupid donkey  wait a minute i must had been making a fool outta myslf allow me to laugh wait a minute i must had been realli patient with u allow me to shout wait a minute i must had been weak allow somebody to make me happy agn i tink im gg nuts sooner or later. i wanna drink,i wanna club,i wanna to do everything wrong. as i said,i must had been weak. |
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