OLD MISS TUNG

i just discovered something, he had a facebook.
its like damn it, damn facebook.
when everything had ended last time, i deleted away his number as well as msn.
the reason why i did that is not because i hate him, its just that im helping myself to stop the addiction on contacting him.
and, it does helps.
its been so long since i had any news about him and facebook made me feel like "he's still alive!".
last year october, and now its july already.
10 months, bloody 10 months, everything is related to him.
ironically im wondering how happy can he be, if he knows that he really had made an impact on me.

i just hope that i can turn blind and deaf on things that are related to him, that will be really great!

and oh ya, surprisingly..

thank u, u have a loving father too ;)

when i looked out the window, i hope to see you, y.