OLD MISS TUNG

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All my thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

I'm going nowhere (on and on and)
I'm getting nowhere (on and on and on)
Take me away
I'm going nowhere (on and off and off and on)
(and off and on)

Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away

is it just A, or really Y.
i really have no definate answer about it.
i just know, i think about A's face no more.
its only Y's face i see.
even though, all of the ones i noticed after A is A-related, even Y.
but still, i can differentiate, who is who.
im always messed up with my own feelings, but this i know.
A is A, Y is Y.
i had to admit the reason why i first got into Y is because of A.
but then, that is in the first place.
when im into Y, it is not about A anymore.
im blur, but not blur on separating 2 different people.

im gonna shut up, and shut more up.

seriously jealousy has gotten over me like a sick bitch.
im screwed, by myself.

i need to get wasted to numb everything, u understand?