OLD MISS TUNG

my 300th post:

ITS SATURDAY WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!

and finally im free from all the work in sch and had a little 4 days cny break :)
bye bye sch!
"for the time being :("

jac's from zoo and nic's from woodland

had a really long friday ystd:
morning attended ettiquette workshop at 9am
waited for water-tech tutorial and stayed up in school til 4pm
head down to ssdc for btt at 5.30pm
lollipop spelled "yu sheng" as "yue sang"
so funny that it totally hypes me up because i was actually feeling very tired at this time of the day already
reached hougang at 7pm and dinner with girls
head down to town at 11pm by nel
met lollipop and his friends outside paradiz after their lan at 11.45pm
head down to ktv session at a building near the forum and sang til 4am
took nr back and successfully jumped on bed at 5am
what a day :)

i had never ever ever ever thought that i could actually become what id always wanted to be.
how i wanted to think and how i wanted to feel on certain things.
it can actually be controlled if u know how and im in awe i only realised it at this age of 20.

id been feeling a never-been-felt-happy recently, a total different type of happy.

happy list:
happy of thinking in a way of how i wanted to think
happy on enjoying myself as a part of girl who wanted to be a boy
happy on doing whatever things i wanna do and need not care how others think of me
happy on knowing that im not alone all by myself in this world
happy on being who i am though im not perfect

this inexplicable feeling is imba