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Sunday, January 4, 2009
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2:49 PM things went out of hands for me. i am me, i love to torture myself, be squeezed until there's no left of blood then i'll be sastified. dont ask me anything and i believe this can be understood, thank you. i can feel, this drug feeling, the more u know it harms the more u want to take it just because it makes u feel high. and im high enough already, im quitting now. late noon: choong asked to lunch together before he books in at night. i say okay but please go nearby because i dont wan to wear make-up and he says okay meet u under ur block in 1 hour time. this pasir ris guy got very good patience cause i think i let him wait for me like 45 mins? apparently i were still dreaming on my bed as i just woke up when he said he'lll arrive in 1 hour time in the msg. im so sorry but thanks for not complaining a single word to me when u saw me and even told me to take my time when i told u im gonna be late. when we met i immediately say very weird right see me without make-up? he say no ah no difference.. i said bullshit. then he says okay got abit la. its like, for the past 8 months leh id always been wearing it, of cause got difference la dude hahaha. he looked funny right when he saw he was like wah, wah, wah, wah. no choice, i think im too sweet. (^_^) me with his hat p.s: can see that no make-up on, face very naked. HOWEVER! i think my skin had improved a fair bit! though id only applied the new medicine for like 2 weeks but i can feel its really improving bit by bit. SO HAPPY! when my skin is good already, im not going to wear make-up unless for special occasions. okay after everything i sent this best guy friend of mine to interchange and off he go to his bukit batok camp. everything's easy now :) |
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