black 2


Sunday, January 4, 2009
dot 2:49 PM

things went out of hands for me.
i am me, i love to torture myself, be squeezed until there's no left of blood then i'll be sastified.
dont ask me anything and i believe this can be understood, thank you.

i can feel, this drug feeling, the more u know it harms the more u want to take it just because it makes u feel high.
and im high enough already, im quitting now.





late noon:
choong asked to lunch together before he books in at night.
i say okay but please go nearby because i dont wan to wear make-up and he says okay meet u under ur block in 1 hour time.
this pasir ris guy got very good patience cause i think i let him wait for me like 45 mins?
apparently i were still dreaming on my bed as i just woke up when he said he'lll arrive in 1 hour time in the msg.
im so sorry but thanks for not complaining a single word to me when u saw me and even told me to take my time when i told u im gonna be late.

when we met i immediately say very weird right see me without make-up?
he say no ah no difference..
i said bullshit.
then he says okay got abit la.
its like, for the past 8 months leh id always been wearing it, of cause got difference la dude hahaha.

he looked funny right


went to hg mall cafe cartel and i actually got bitten by mosqitoes, 4 somemore!
when he saw he was like wah, wah, wah, wah.
no choice, i think im too sweet. (^_^)

me with his hat
p.s: can see that no make-up on, face very naked.

HOWEVER!
i think my skin had improved a fair bit!
though id only applied the new medicine for like 2 weeks but i can feel its really improving bit by bit.
SO HAPPY!
when my skin is good already, im not going to wear make-up unless for special occasions.
okay after everything i sent this best guy friend of mine to interchange and off he go to his bukit batok camp.



everything's easy now :)