OLD MISS TUNG

i really hate this
i bet i really do
it had been fine until the sucky feeling came struck onto me again like bloody now
im a lousy woman wanting to be a man
the needs and everything
and u'll only get what i meant if u really do know me
yes that's very whatever

things can definately be forgotten after some time
few days few weeks few months or even few years
there's totally no doubt about it
but what happened had happened
there's nothing anybody can do to erase the past events
unless u got some kinda superficial powers to erase memories and create new ones that u preferred to replace them

sometimes its just so not fair
why people always seem to make things so easy for them and i arent having this and that and whatever shit i didn't have
but actually come to think of it im actually very fortunate
id no lack of materials
oh sastifaction is so hard to find

btw id bad face day(some newly grown pimples), bad hair day(very flat), and bad body day(feel very fat) today.

so fuck everything.

i always always always say..

WHEN NOTHING GOES WRONG, THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG!

one always want what one cant have