PRESENT
PAST
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Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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9:19 PM yani asked me this morning: "should i tell him i like him?" i said: "just follow your heart, and say whatever u wanted to. Eventually things will turn out right even the outcome isnt what u had expected, either good or bad." i hurt my finger today in the toilet by a soap dispenser. dumbass and it hurts :( finally, we had a talk ystd. emotions going high, and feelings still lingering. words are cleared and all had been spoken out. all..i supposed. there's no specific of happy or unhappy, no specific on who's at fault or not and therefore sorry really neednt need to be used. i didnt do underhand ways to let him thought that im perfectly fine without him while im not. totally had no idea about it. and, i dont hide feelings. in fact id shown it out all and that might be quite turbo at that moment of time. well im definately not over him until now, even after so much things had happened. how much can u like? only one month. how deep can it be? only one month. nice questions, but only one answer. "i can only see him in my eyes, and there's nothing else i can explain in words." time like now, face it with courage girl. im very man, remember? inner man, outter man, all over me is man man man. i cant do anything, i'll miss u til the day it ends. take care, 18 + 180. :) "Life is not the way it is supposed to be. It is the way it is. The way you cope with it makes the difference." |
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