black 2


Sunday, June 28, 2009
miss it move on 12:28 AM

i thought i'll be fine and not think about it again after making the pact with mindy.

"lets forget, lets move on!"

the feeling of giving out ur heart to someone who doesnt wants to take it is horrible and totally sucks too.
but, i should be happy that he didnt give me any false hope cause at least he is not a player and goes playing around my feelings which he actually could do it if he wants it.
little did i expect those words will hurt so much when i heard it from his friend just now, "he no reply means dont want give u hope".
its like gosh, im tearing apart.
my heart is like being ripped off, just like my blisters.
huge impact is good cause it makes me feel like okay i really gotta give up now.
so now i just need to psycho myself with positive thinkings such as nope i dont like him that much and yes i can move on fast definately!

mindy wants to be drunk, and so does me.
i think both of us will be so god damn drunk when we're having our drinking session next time.

she says: "why so many wounds but wouldnt heal?"

i say: "then lets go buy handiplus and paste it on them loh?"

we are officially stamped, SHI LIAN :(





he loves soccer he listens to chinese songs he loves dota he likes blue
he seems to like ITAS cause he always eats there he seems to like tshirt-berms attire cause he is always in that outfit he seems to love school cause it is his 2nd home
he is a really nice guy and i hope he can be happy always
:)