OLD MISS TUNG

just done packing up the things in the storeroom with my mum and I AM TOTALLY energy-less now.
i walk like a jelly.
these few days i felt like a zombie cause i got no energy to do things that requires, energy.
omg i just cant wait for monday to come, it'll be the last day of milk-drinking.
more decent and healthier food will then be consume into my body.
nothing in this world comes easy and i had to put in effort if i wanna reach my goal.
i'll put in extra effort this time, cause im freaking going to be 21 already and i really wanna feel good about myself from now on.
no fat feeling no pimple face feeling, duh these 2 is bloody important to me.
everyday, i force myself to write a line in my book.
"I am not a consolation prize."
this really affects me alot, more than i could ever imagine.
i believe everybody is this world sure had been critizied before too and the best way to fight against that is to,
"prove to urself that u are not what they say about u!"
well but i cant prove to the people at that moment of time because i know i am indeed an consolation prize standing beside mindy.
alright, in summary, i am going to be a person to be proud of who i am.
i had to love myself first, before other people can love me.
now, i only love myself about 40%, wah thats is like fail already.
and this is why i am trying hard now, to make myself love myself more.
gogo jiayou! :)

oh yeah, clubbing that night was like okay only cause the music isnt that great.
however i still enjoyed the night cause im out with my girls.
AND hello girl if u dont like other girls to look at ur bf then u lock him up in a cage loh?
stare stare stare like wanna eat us up MAD.
okay la, i understand if i were u i also dont like people to look at my bf.
BUT, i wont stare at the girls who look at my bf cause i'll seem damn rude leh.
i'll only swear behind them LOL.
BTW, cant help what, ur bf is really cute and ure like..........okay i shouldnt elaborate any further cause i say til damn bad already.
alright, true love true love.
HAHAHAHAHA wah seriously i felt damn biatchhh.

love life, love u, love me, love them. :)