philosophy of love..






people tend to face diff kinds of relationships when they grow up.
there'll be some gd ones, and neverless, some bad ones..
after u fell frm one, u'll be afraid to stand up agn.
u'll be afraid to open up ur heart once agn, to let others enter it.

even if u met someone new, there'll be a phrase rushin straight into ur head without ani doubt..

"i'll be a dumb ass if i trust u"


so, hw mani of us cn realli fall in love with another person in our life?
for me, i believed true love oni happened ONCE.
well, it oni happened once for me.


aftermath, love became a game, a foolish battle.


hw brave cn u be?


to actualli wait for the right one to appear in ur life..
and not anihw entering a relationship just becos ure lonely and needed some company.


i alwaes sae, "once hurt, u'll play"


once ure seriously hurt frm a relationship, from the one u love the most, u'll go smart.
most of us, including me, wont trust anione animore..

u wanna be a bastard, u wanna be a slut.

U WANNA BE A PLAYER

jus to not be tt naive as ever..


ur mentality will be..

"so serious for wat, i'll get hurt in the end too. since everybody is playin, i shall join in too."


yes, tis is hw tragic when u got hurt frm love, esp being betrayed by the one u love the most.


often i wondered, hw isit to feel like when u two-timed ur gf/bf?
isit exciting? fun? felt proud of urslf becos u've gt two people in ur hands?
id been two-timed before, and tt makes me even curious of the feelin of it.
i guess i cn nv understand it unless i experienced it myslf..
hw funny, im actualli curious abt tt.


my eyes have gone wider.
heart is opened up juz by a lit, lucky me.
honestly, i almost laughed to death.
but yeah, quite expected.

pardon me, im gg slutty.